Its been a while | Catch up!

So hey guys hows it going?

You probably dont remember who i am, if anyone is interested in that matter lol but i am back with vengeance!

No im not but i am going to start writing more, i feel so full of so many emotions its too difficult to keep to myself anymore.

Im feeling the need to be open about my feelings, and what is happening in my life at the moment.

My nephew has been born, and its already as troublesome as we thought it was going to be, but he is beautiful though, absolutely wonderful boy, beautiful infact.
This is him \/

He is the most beautiful thing ive ever thing, though i might be being biased because im his auntie. But he is a wonderful strong boy, and hes big! which is good because that means hes stronger than we all thought he would be, you usually connect 'diagnosed ill babies' as being really small and barely breath by themselves, but he can, infact he breathed by himself ever since he was born. They also got to hold him which is amazing, they were told that they may not be able to and they did, alot of times so far, and the doctors have explained the speel to ash and ciar.

I cant explain or even express how proud i am of both of them, and of archie because they are being so strong for him even though they cant do much right now. Alas i know how it feels to not be able to do anything for someone, as ive been in hospital too and i fully know archies situation, although he hasnt got a clue whats going on.

they did a scan on him to see fully whats going on in his little body, and the left side of his heart is worse than we expected, but not as bad as it could be. The arch is still narrowed, and they hope to just pop some bands and balloons in the left side to help it be that little bit stronger. But its going to be a tough couple of days, couple of weeks for that matter, because of what has to happen, but he is amazing, mum went to see him today and got to hold him, and he was fine.

I know for a fact that he is in the best place, i can trust bristol childrens with my life, if they havent given up with me for 9 years i doubt theyd ever give up on archie or any baby that goes there.

So yeah quick update guys
Archie-Jack McMillan, 24th of September, at 8:58pm.
7lb 13oz

i love you little man.

Stay rad guys
MK x