What i'd write to heaven | \m/

Dear Grandad and Grandma,
(John and Peg Morgan,
most likely a pub shaped cloud,
Heaven)

i hope all is well where you are, its horrible weather down here, but i suppose youll always have good weather where you are. First i'd like to say to grandad that everything is well down here, i still would love for you to see where we all are now, and it hurts knowing your graves are so far away but it feels like your both always here watching over all of us. Grandma it sucks that i never got to meet you, both me and ciar as youd probably be the life of the party if you were alive now, youd also probably get our ass's into gear as were lacking in confidence and strength at the moment, and probably well feed us if you could, not that mum doesnt but youd probably say shes doing it wrong haha.

Things are rough at the moment, i think alot of the time we dont really have the time together which is either good or bad, but i know if you were both here thered be alot more family meals and a lot less tension lol, theres a million and one things id like to tell you but itd be so much easier if there was atleast a phone booth in heaven that connects to here but im sure alot of people on earth would be using it and thered be no room for others. I think mum feels the same tbh, its been a tough couple of months, well a couple of years really and i think shed be better if she could hear one of your voices again. But like i said before, it feels as though theres always a presence around us in the worst of times, and when we feel alone, and id like to think of it as you two watching over us, its nicer that way than thinking its a bad spirit.

Ciarans now engaged to a girl named aisling, shes lovely, and theyre expecting a kid some time in the next couple of weeks, hes diagnosed with a heart problem aswell, even though you both werent alive when me and matty were diagnosed, you were when baby john was! i hope hes growing up well too...
Hes got hypoplastic left heart syndrome and a funny arch at the top of the heart, ive got wolff-parcinson white syndrome, atrioventricular tachycardia and superventricular tachycardia, and i cant remember what mattys got, something similar to archies i think, oh yeah thats what nephews names going to be... Archie-Jack McMillan (or morgan, ciaran hasnt decided yet) Ash is lovely, shes had some family troubles aswell, so we get on quite well.

Conars doing good, hes got a good job and a chilled life tbh, hes alot like you grandad, in many ways, and alot like Uncle John too! And mums doing well, her job is makin her a cripple though shes got tennis elbow and a muscle thats gone but apart from that shes as clean as a whistle.

Other than that everythings okay, im sure you know fully well whats going on if youve been hanging about right enough, but id love it if you were both here,itd be alot more happier lol.

Missing you.

Lots of love
Meg x



*hey guys im gna start doing a series of these letters when i feel like writing to my grandparents, it makes me feel alot calmer and i know it sounds really weird but its a pretty cool other way of letting everything out, enjoy!
MK x'