7 days till bristol | update on how im doing !! \m/

 So hey guys!
Anotha day anotha dolla << as you can see i'm so mainstream in my picture..

Its 6:57pm on a Wednesday afternooooon, and its quite sunny outside surprisingly.

I had a friend who i havent spent time with in AGES stay over last night, and it was such a lovely evening! we had noodles for tea, and watched this documentary called 'Murdered by my Boyfriend' dont

know if anyone has seen it... its about a woman called ashley (which isnt the real girls name in the case study) who had years of abuse from her boyfriend reece (again not his real name) and the first months they met she fell pregnant with his child, she wanted to abort because she was only 17 and in college at the time (i could relate) but he didnt want her too, but thats not when the abuse started... they had a small argument like all relationships do (amen) but he threw her against the wall of a room because she was trying to get his attention and it kind of got worse from there... She eventually got away after like 2 years or so i think, but then she went back to him after a friends hen party in Leicester, where she slept with someone else, obviously he was going to bug her about it, and keep asking who it was and if she actually did it... so this went on for a while, and then by the end he came home drunk, and was asking her and getting angry about if she did it or not.. And eventually she said yes she did sleep with someone and as you can guess it went from there and he ended up killing her, it took 4 years for her to die!

I agree that this program needed to be shown, i mean it gives so much awareness of people under the same abuse whether its a man or a woman, in my opinion the show should of gone further than just one episode! fair play to the person who made the episode had to read the case study of that particular story, which could cause so much sadness in that person. But someone has to be the good guy and raise awareness on this sort of thing...

a lot of people have an opinion on it being just about women getting abused but its not ladies and gents, its men too and i fully agree that men being abused should be raised aswell as women, alot of people find it disgusting and degrading that a man could hit a women, but some people say that women hitting men is fine because they cant do that much damage? Domestic abuse isnt just about the physical side of things, its the mental, and what effect the opposite person has mentally on their other half, people can get pretty messed up over constant hurt of feelings.

Anyway apart from that, we watched that then went to bed, then today we both went into town for a few bits and bobs! I bought some hair dye for the first time, and mum did some food shopping and shampoo shopping etc. Unfortunately my friend had to go to work at 5'oclock:( so i had the rest of the day to me and my mum:)

After that, i watched the first episode of the new series im watching American Horror Story (AHS), because i finished Orange Is The New Black (OITNB), i enjoyed it even though it was really creepy and extremely fucked up and weird, but ill be happy enough to carry on watching it.

I ALSO discovered how much of a bloody rip off the PC version of Elder Scrolls is!!! its absolutely ridiculous, i was about to download it onto my computer, when i discovered that i could have a 30 day free trial... Apparently, you cant have a 30 day trial without putting your billing information in and already ordering a subscription!! and dont even get me started about the subscriptions, they are absolutely ridiculous... try to make it seem like its so damn cheap but once you work it out on a calculator it isnt at all!! Apart from that ive had a pretty good day...

Tomorrow is my pre-op for my operation, which basically means i go in get a load of tests done and talk to my doc about my op and whats going downnnn! This means a 6:30 wake up call, a 7:15 leave onto a heavy trafficed motorway and a 8:45 appointment which will probably last about 15 minutes. I am worried to see what doc cock has to say, but other than that im okay... i mean i cant get any worse can i lol?

Anyway, so glad to see ive had 50 odd people looking at my blog, really helps to know that people enjoy reading me blabbering on about my life! would be nice if people could comment aswell, let me know how your all doing and what youd like me to write about!!


All is well, MK! xxx